What should I do?

 

First let me start out by saying that I had no intention on splitting the two up, with that said, here is my dilemma. I met Richard at work. He was my boss and we quickly developed a sexual relationship, but it wasn't just sex. It was my first true grownup relationship. I visited him at his home, spent the night. I had half my belongings in his house. We took trips together, holidays and celebrated birthdays together. It was an amazing loving relationship. Here is the problem, I was 22 when I met him, and he was 47.

Now, even though he was a gorgeous 47 year old, rich and charming, he was not the best in bed. I think this is where my interest began to develop for his 17 year old son, exactly 3 years into our relationship. I was getting bored; it was the same routine in bed. I thought to myself, I'm too young for this. Now keep in mind, I'm only 25 at the time and this 17 year old thought I was the sexiest most delicious thing that he has ever seen. Being Latina made that even more appealing to this kid. Anyway, long story short, one day, well, one night it was just me and the kid. Both a little too intoxicated, delved into our desires. Two years after that encounter, I'm stuck between a father and son who are at wars with each other because they both claim to love me. I don't know what to do. I think I love them both.